Secrets

I make valid attempts at hiding mine, I promise.

This sentiment is so untrue.  I'm completely transparent and it's easy to see my flaws and push my buttons.

Any idiot can do it if they just pay attention for a short while...

My heart is just still too cold from the years of being unsure,
But the warmth of my libido never stopped me from making any of the numerous bad choices,
that to be perfectly honest, I never regretted.

So I'm only as good as I pretend to be, and try as I might;
I just doubt my demon days are completely over.

However, I'm trying,

And the transgressions have become much less offensive.